2004-04-24 - 10:24 p.m.
Stop it. I don't want to hear about your stupid pathetic lives anymore. You all bitch about nothing. There is no "big problem" to me, your big problem is nothing, to you my "big problem" is nothing. THere is no relavance to this. Stop playing games. Stop trying to convince your self that there is reason to your logic. THere isn't You make no sense. Sometimes I want to hit you until you bleed, and others i just want to walk away. I don't care anymore. I really don't. I should, but you make me sick. You want to be there you want to hold me. Stop do something with your life. I don't know what to say without making it hurt. i don't think it's right that you should make me suffer. You've done nothing right your entire life. YOu've used me, you've used them, you've wasted allof our times with our hoping for you. I hate it. I don't want to play this game anymore. I want to stop. I want to stop thinking i want to stop breathing I want to stop existing. I want to be invisible. Invisibility. The power to see without being seen.
I want nothing more than to watch you walk away and never come back. Call me. I'll hang up.
click.
That's it game over no more toys. "but mommy i don't want to go to school today. " To bad. Your done teaching me, now i'm teaching you.
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