2004-05-02 - 1:24 a.m.
Think about now, think about before, think about the things you were thinking about thinking about. It's insane. The circle we create for ourselves to run laps around everday. Today we worry about tomorrow, but tomorrow we will have forgotten our worries of the day before only to take on the worries on the day to come. No one can be happy living in the now. If you think about it, every living being thinks about, at least once, moving on, growing up, or what comes next.
It's a waste of time to sit and worry about what could/might/will happen. If you live things the way you want to live them then your making things right in your own way.
Maybe i'm just thinking to much now about the things that I should be thinking about. I could be out doing something, or being someone. Instead I sit here day after day and bitch about how to make things better and what a waste humanity is.
Maybe tomorrow I will go do something, maybe tomorrow I'll become someone, Maybe tomorrow I'll stop worrying about tomorrow and actually take the time to make a difference.
Perhaps it is time for me to take action and become who I want to be. But maybe it's time to just continue with the pointless bitching that makes me feel better even if it is a waste of time. It sucks to think that tomorrow, i'll be doing the same thing I am now, but it will be a day later and i'll be a day older.