2004-06-24 - 1:10 a.m.
Wholly empty yet whole again. I've misplaced this part of me for so long that i feel like i've found something. Again I have lost something dear in the battle but wounds heal and scars fade away.
Shit happens and Time pushes people apart. One day you realize your own family is alien to you. Everyone seems distant. Searching for new life around you, looking for new interests. A new focal point. Somewhere to send energy just found.
I push and I make things happen that I hoped never would. I'll need some space and I'll have it. Now that i've got it I'll miss not having it. I'm never content, but my goal is not to please myself.
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