2004-12-06 - 12:16 a.m.
Meow. God fucking damnit. Fuck you. You're full of shit and I'm sick of hearing it. You all gang up on me like it's some sort of sick game but it's not. I hate the way you fucking burst out on me and pretend like everything is horrible and then you twist into this .. ... thing I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO CALL IT! I don't want to hear about how you feel.. about anyone, about anything.. I just don't ok? Grr. Ok Maybe I do, but you don't offer it up and you pretend like you just don't fucking care. Or you blow up at me like i'm just some stupid game. Grr. And as for the other person? Fuck ! I'm being really stupid. He deserves better. No matter what the other says. Yep. I'm a bitch and that's all there is to it. Yep Yep yep. Poor kid. He doesn't know anybetter. I don't want to hurt him, but she's my friend and she deserves better too. Grr. what to do? Gah who knows!
And so here I am.. buzzed slightly on a weekday. Yep..... OOOOOH WELL!
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