2005-01-02 - 9:57 p.m.
Hmm... uh oh. I think that one thing is happening again, where I think I like someone but can't really tell because I don't know if I only like them because--- echk I don't feel like writing about this. It's bullshit and I'm sooooo sick of going in circles.
I'm learning how to run the theatre projector now. It's really fun. Ryan let me go up there all by myself and try to set it up.. I'm.. not that great at it LOL. He just came down stairs after checking my work and started laughing at me. Ahh well.. It happens.
Adam is back now. I don't knwo if that's good or bad yet. I feel kinda guilty for what is going on . . . I was able to talk him out of pinking a fight with someone who was.. a bit bigger than him. He's convinced he could kick his ass, but I ... am pretty sure he can't. I love adam so much, he's such a sweet heart, but.. he needs to realize he's not.. i dunno I don't even know..
Anyways. I've spun a nice little web and gone and gotten myself stuck in the middle of it. I have noo idea what the hell I'm doing. I'm not sure what the hell I'm even thinking anymore. Alls I know is I'm headed for trouble.. bleck.
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