2005-01-30 - 9:53 a.m.
.. It's been a long time. I just kinda quit writing in here. We all know why. Heh. But right now, I don't really fucking care.
I just had the best time bullshiting and laughing and watching movies and listening to banjo music. I spent the night over at a friends house. I think we cleared up a lot together. It's so weird how everything seems to be clearing up for me. No mother to worry about (for now) me and the grandparents are getting a long. I'm in a relationship that I enjoy and amd having fun with and.. it's not always the same and.. For the most part... I'm happy. Just plain happy. Not any of that extra left over scarey shit... that I can't figure out. It all seems good now. Good and dandy and.. hmm I think i need a new layout. I'll search for that tonight.
My grandparents and I are supposed to have family night tonight. It'll be really fun. Or.. at least semi amusing. We are going to watch Cujo.. which is this.. scarey dog movie. Heh, I've never seen it... so we'll see.
He got sooo drunk last night. Called me up thinkin he'd been talking to me all night. It was fuckin hilarious. We think he called Janet. It would make sense, cause he was talking about all this stuff he had told us.. except he hadn't. We'd been watching movies and giggling and just... having fun for... five or six hours. *sigh* He's so weird.
Anywho, just thought i stop by and say.. "yay!" Everything is going good! Heh. Yeah.. I don't know I'll try to write more I guess. I just.. kinda got scared away from here for a while. Maybe people.. *coughbrandoncough* figured out that I really dind't want them in my business.. There are three people who are allowed to know this shit about me, either cuase I can't tell them, or cause they already know. *smiles* I'm happy guys. Seriously, honestly happy.