2005-01-31 - 4:11 p.m.
I have a confession to make. An unwritten confession. I'm doing something that a few select people who I love and enjoy being with will find.. dumb. Heh. I don't even know how it happened but .. Now... I'm almost addicted. It's so crazy. I just get lost and then all of a sudden I get this idea and it will all be better if I can just do this one thing and then I do and it's better and.. soo much better. I'm going to be in so much trouble. There is no way.. heh. I don't even know.
I've been so spacy tonight. I think i'm going to have to avoid the theatre tonight for as long as possible cause I'll just make those people feel like shit. Make him feel bad. There's no reason for this mood.. It's just.. there. *sigh* I don't think I should leave it to him to put me in a better mood... That's mean.
Fuck. I spent the entire night last night cleaning my room and writing a crazy ass letter. I don't know what the fuck is up. I swear to god I'm a skitzo. I made it better today. AT school. LOL. If you only KNEW lol. I was in just.. a shitty down mood. then POOF. All better. It's ... GRRRR. Ok. Anyways. I gatta find a way to put myself in a better mood. I think I'll go eat m and M's . They make everything all .. better. Or.. if not better than.. at least chocolatey. LOL.
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