2005-02-09 - 11:20 a.m.
Hmm.. Update. Things are going fairly well lately. Getting ready to turn 17.. Got my liscence yesterday. . . Am pretty much manager of work. It's all crazy stuff.
I'm not exactly sure what's going on with me lately. Things have been down right confusing with .. relationships and stuff. There's like fiftey different things to think 'bout at one time and my mind won't pick one but itnstead skipps from one to the other. I am looking at getting a car.. That's cool. I've decided its' going to be really weird being in france for two weeks this summer. Hopefully things will tick by and go fast or .. something. LOL I dunno. Maybe I'll have a different attitude about it by the time it gets there.
I leave on friday for drama and debate.. I really really really need to get my di memorized by today.. but i'm not having the best luck. I keep forgetting bits and peices here and there. LOL. Troule for me. LOL. School is all mixed up too. I'm not doing the best there. Friends are.. crazy. There's this immaturity level that won't go away and .. it's sad. I dunno.. It's bugging me more and more. It's funny though.. cause sometimes it comes from me. I have these stupid moments when I just can't stop being.. heh.. annoying. LOL I wonder how other people see me. If I'm as annoying to them as I am to me. LOL. I piss me off a lot. *sigh* Anyways, I"m saying lol way to much and it's starting to piss me off.. not to mention this has like.. No point except to waist time before I have to leave... I'll just end it. Now.