2005-05-14 - 9:24 a.m.
God damnit. It's bene such a hard last couple of days... chris and I broke up for like the third time... It was a big long stupid stupid stupid thing. Last night he went out drinking with jean and adam.. or.. at least he went camping with them. I don't know if he was actually drinking or not. he says he wasn't...
Janet and megn spent the night. In the middle of noo where janet pulls out these bottles. God damnit I got so mad at her yesterday. She ditched megn and I to go fuck around with peter... Boo. You don't do that. Youd on't ditch your friends for ... BAH! Anways, you can guess how estatic I was to see those stupid bottles. Damnit. they pissed me off. Not Janet and megn.. but the bottles.
Then i get this text from adam.. something about blwoing or.. sucking or something andm I got all frekaed out and started arguing with him.. then I thought maybe it wasn't him. I'm not sure at all.. Perhaps it was adam.. maybe it was jean.. Chris seems to think it was jean cause they said some pretty hurtful shit.. but if jean was drunk how the hell could she text that well... BOO. Damnit I hate those stupid people. why can't they just be happy with us being happy?
*sigh* I'm going to take a shower I think. I fell all.. unclean and stuff and... god I'm pissed. I know this is the first time I've written in a long time.. but I just.. have been really busy. Hardly check my online shit anymore at all..
Anyways, I'll pop in whenever i can.