2005-08-06 - 12:13 a.m.
Ahhh!! Things are all going to hell.. Seriously. I'm at a loss as to how I feel right now. Things with chris seem soo.. forced.. I don't know how I feel about him right now. About our reliationship and where it's going... On one hand I love him to death.. on the other... I don't know. I can't see him and I together for .. god i don't know.. He just seems so sure of things..
I was in the hospital for five days. It was .. wonderful. I had a good time... Though I think the people really dislike me.. the nurses probably think I'm demanding or something. Anyways. it's over.. I'm glad.
Of course now i'm under something kinda like house arrest.. and that's not so much fun either.. I did get allowed out for a whole hour today though. I went to the theatre.. got chris went to his house then came home and watched movies. It was interesting.
Anyways. I"m gunna take off for a while.. I'm watching some weird movie called immortal..we'll see how it goes. Peace.
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